I hope you have the time of your life...

I feel so sad right now, hopefully some spongebob will help that a little.

There are some days i just dont think i can survive the sadness.

I cant wear any of my corsets either because my boobs go up to my nose and i look like a total hooker!

some give me $1000 so i can go buy an entire new wardrobe of clothes!!!

My boobs and ass have decided to go through another growth spurt, they were fucking big enough and i had to buy all new clothes to fit into and now they dont fit me anymore!! :(

I wore this pretty as dress to jaydens auntys wedding about 12 months ago and i tried it on again and you think i could zip it up?

No, FUCK YOU FAT ASS AND BIG BOOBS!!! You cost me to much money :(

the bouncer at bang thought my ID was fake and made me pull out every form if ID i had on me.

and then poor Jayden lost his ID!!!

I really wish i didnt have school tomorrow and that Jayden didnt have work, I can not remember the last time we just stayed in bed together all day having cuddles, and watching movies, and munching out <3 

3 sacs tomorrow, 1 on Tuesday and 2 the following Tuesday.

Killself!

why bad things happen to good people.

My Nan did not deserve to suffer and pass from cancer, and its not fair that my family and I have to live our lives with out her.

Losing my nan, the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I miss her so much, I wish more than anything that I could see her and hold her one more time. I wish she was here to see tegan turn 21, Jay turn 16 and me finally finish high school.

I hate this so fucking much, its been almost 18 months and i still cry almost everyday and night. This empty feeling is never going to leave me!!!

I miss you more than words can say.